Surprising, Even to Me

Throughout 2006, I was obsessed with relationships, either of finding one or being able to stay in one. Now, with the current chaos in my life with the imminent departure of my babies and thinking about moving and getting a different job — along with this recent almost-hookup with Old Beau — I find myself apathetic about relationships. It'll happen or it won't. There's not much I can do about it except be available if it happens to happen.

Kinda liberating, dontcha think?